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I can't sleep it's 4:30 in the morning can't you see laying in bed is fucking boring I don't want more time alone but I get anxious when you call me on the phone you're sick of me at least I think that's what you're saying I'll just leave it's for the better. I'll be okay I don't want more time alone but I get anxious when you call me on the phone I'll go crazy left alone I never feel okay at home I wanna talk, but we both know I get anxious when I call you on the phone
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the time I got too drunk alone and I told you I love you you didn't say anything but I wouldn't expect you to but it still hurts when I feel you're ignoring me I can't bear for you to be sad but I want you to miss me I think I'd die if you told me you loved me too if you told me you felt anything but I wouldn't expect you to I could never be what you want me to be because I could never be what I want myself to be I could never be happy
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and I know that I don't have the right but I get kinda jealous sometimes your life is your life and my life is mine it must be yours because it's sure as hell not mine I'm fucking miserable most of the time so I drove home screaming 'fuck your emotional bullshit' into my steering wheel and I thought that I could never feel fifteen again well I was wrong probably driving too fast but 'there are no traffic laws after midnight' feeling alive I guess it's good to feel like shit sometimes please can you be what I want you to be and if not can you please just lie to me
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Feeling cold and out reach Others ask, but I can't speak There's a lump in my throat And it's enough to make me choke All I ask for is sleep Honestly, it's what I need Just to recede and reconcile with all these faults In a while they'll all be gone Leave me, I just need some sleep Don't worry about me just let me rest I need some times to clear things off my chest Cleanse myself of all unwanted thoughts Honestly it's got me tied in knots All I gotta' say And all I gotta' ask Is give me my own time To get off of my mind and let me sleep Need a better view I said I need a better view It's me and it's not you I promise I'll do what I can do Don't worry about me just let me rest I need some time to clear things off my chest Cleanse myself of all unwanted thoughts Honestly it's got me tied in knots All I ask for is sleep
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Shallow Interests are fading Wrapped in jaded longing We wished for more depth within Crest of the endless Swim in the abyss Forever isn't long enough for me We wished for more depth within Distance is a living he
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I saw the colors breaking in like waves The shoreline bathed in my disgrace The blood I spilt washing up for days A bastion of heartache, a rainbow plain I say eons of my face in gray Churches, wordless bibles, and purple paint The clouds in pink the sky a noose or a tether Prophets preaching to me that their sadness will last forever I'm on my way home And I'm almost there I've been reading your letters So please take care They'll find the pages that I left behind And they'll read them under twice the light Solar halo seething tundra bite Remember me in death, but forget that I died Destroyer, Oh, Hell Cathedral March not into that darkness Breed light from that luscious garden And fear not the purple awning I'm only afraid of the ever after if you're not there So please take care

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a split with our good friends in Harbor

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released August 16, 2015

Kinda Rad, Kinda Sad is:
daniel – guitar, vocals
gavin - bass, vocals

Harbor is:
Gabriel Escobedo – drums
Manny Davis – bass
Juan Urrea – guitar
Travis Boyens – guitar

KRKS and Harbor would like to thank:
Robot Boy, Bad Kids, Fake Tides, Femmes, Cheeks, The Ché Café, Standards Record Store, Fist Benders, All My Wishes Were Thrown Down a Well and Should Die There, Cuddle Weather, NAILS BEANIE, Dad's Den, and all of you.

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